I hate boys...

They never seem to realize what's right in front of them.
Stupid.

Angoissé

Tu es faible, tu es fourbe, tu es fou,
Tu es froid, tu es faux, tu t'en fous,
Evelyne, je t'en pris, Evelyne, dis pas a,
Evelyne, tu m'as aim, ouvres moi.
Tu es vil, tu es veule, tu es vain,
Tu es vieux, tu es vide, tu n'es rien.
Evelyne, tu es injuste, Evelyne tu as tort,
Evelyne, tu vois tu m'aimes encore.
Tu es faible, tu es fourbe, tu es fou,
Tu es froid, tu es faux, tu t'en fous,
Evelyne, tu es injuste, Evelyne tu as tort,
Evelyne, tu vois tu m'aimes encore.

In case you are only a mere French enthusiast like myself, here are the lyrics loosely translated by FreeTranslation.com

You are weak, you are deceitful, you are crazy,
You are cold, you are false, you yourself in crazy,
Evelyne, I take some you, Evelyne, says has not,
Evelyne, you have me aim, open me.
You are base, you are wants, you are vain,
You are old, you are empty, you are nothing.
Evelyne, you are unfair, Evelyne you are wrong,
Evelyne, you see you like me again.
You are weak, you are deceitful, you are crazy,
You are cold, you are false, you yourself in crazy,
Evelyne, you are unfair, Evelyne you are wrong,
Evelyne, you see you like me again.

A City full of Lust

Dear Beautiful Men of this vast city,
You are torturing me! How am I supposed to concentrate on pleasing you with whimsical conversation and excellent service when you are so busy gazing at me with your deep mysterious eyes? Don't try to play dumb now... Coming in flashing your pearly whites, biting your lip and pretty much screwing me with your eyes. At least once a day, you make sure that I stumble over my words, lose my concentration or make sure that I get lost in your charming eyes & smile. You seem to always make sure that the standard "Have a nice day!" becomes personal with flirtatious body language. I am onto you and your cruel games! I hope that one day we'll be able to move past this tension and flourish into who knows... drinks and a walk in the park maybe? But until then I guess there's nothing more for me to except bat my lashes and say "See ya tomorrow!"

hugs + kisses
Following Rabbits

Is there a title for the fear of compliments?

Compliments are creepy to me.

I am not sure exactly why though. I am not by any means insecure. I am actually very comfortable with myself and who I am. But every time a guy or even a girl for that matter pays me a compliment I get nervous, smile shyly and just say thank you. By no means am I someone who fishes for compliments (honestly those type of people piss me off), but I always feel the need to say something nice about the person complimenting me as soon as they're finished their compliment. Even virtual compliments freak me out! I really, REALLY don't know what it is. I enjoy being complimented and I enjoy giving compliments, but compliments (simply thinking of the word compliments) gives me an odd feeling in my tummy. I can't even take a compliment from a family member without feeling odd or awkward.

All of the boys say they need me, but they don't have what I need...

How am I supposed to feel at this stage in my life? I don't know how I am supposed to behave when I have boys throwing themselves at me. I can't handle all of these random kissy faces and i love yous at one time!!! Especially since I only consider these boys as friends. Sigh, my friendliness always gets mistaken for flirting. Maybe I unintentionally flirt with guys I don't have a romantic interest in and show no interest in the guys that I want...

I hate being labeled as the heart breaker. I don't break hearts on purpose I swear.